Apology To Self

I'm sorry
for every time I've made you cry
I didn't think my actions would have
such consequences
I'm sorry

I'm sorry
for not living up to your expectations
I didn't know you'd set the bar
so very high
I'm sorry

I'm sorry
for trying to be something else
I didn't know that who I was already
was enough
I'm sorry

I'm sorry
for expecting you to be better
I thought if you changed a bit
I'd be okay
I'm sorry

I'm sorry
for overdue apologies
I'll probably do this all again
I'm sorry

December 2, 2006